BLAH....

[wileykitt]

I am blah. I do not know why, but I am. I have so many things that I could be doing, but I don't want to do any of them. I literally have no interest in anything anymore. If there something wrong with me? Have I gone mad? I know that If I were to tell anyone that is what they would say. I am crazy, I just want attention, or I am being dramatic. But in reality I just want to understand what I am feeling, and why.

[Sprinkle1]

To me you sound depressed, have you talked to a therapist. Or talk to your Dr. a short course of antidepressants could be of help. I believe in them, I have had them most of my life!!! I wish you well, talk to us we will do our best to help you, sending you love n hugs, strength and peace.....Sprinkle 1....

[wileykitt in reply to Sprinkle1]

I’ve never spoken to anyone professionally. I’ve always been skeptical about it. I have always wondered that maybe I need to. Thanks for the advice.

[Agora1]

Hi wileykitt , Life wasn't meant for us to just stay unmotivated. As you are seeing,

the Blahs move in and grow stronger each day. Just as with anything else, we need

to break that cycle. You say you have many things you could be doing. Start with

one project. The result in seeing an accomplishment can change the way you are

thinking right now. I don't think you are seeking attention or being dramatic, you

are stuck in a rut. The more you think about not being interested or motivated to

do anything, the more those wheels are spinning in quick sand.

As for what you are feeling and why?? Many people are asking themselves that

right now during this pandemic. Same scenario, different day. Why do anything?

It doesn't matter. But it does wileykitt, it matters to your emotional well being.

Whether we are stuck in the house or not, we need to continue on with our daily

rituals. We need to live each day by doing things for ourselves or we end up

just existing. What a waste of a precious gift. xx

[Gaileeoh in reply to Agora1]

Agora, I couldn’t agree with you more. On those days that I can find the sheer willpower, force, and determination to get up and get moving, you are right on the money.💟

[Mammaofdogandchild]

I know exactly what you’re feeling. Like I don’t even know what makes me happy. At times, Nothing motivates me and I feel like I’m being a terrible mother and wife.