Advice?

[Sports789]

I’ve been feeling like I’ve lost many relationships with people and myself. I’ve moved to a different school this year and they use different curriculum so I’m struggle to fit in. Everyone treats me different than they would with other people. I don’t know where I belong and my place in life. I run and workout daily trying to relieve all of this and it’s not working. 8 don’t want to go to my family about this because I hide all of this and fake being happy, I could never be this way towards them. I hate to say it but I just started having dreams of suicide and it never happened to me before and I wouldn’t want to attempt to do that. I haven’t been diagnose with anything, I’m new to this

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Hello amd welcome. Here you don't have to hide anything, you won't be judged.

I never talk about depression to my family too. I'm sure, they won't understand and believe me. I tried, but they reject this idea: “What you have to do is to get a job”, “Don't behave silly”, “I want to do nothing instead of working too”, et cetera… It is raining outside. I'm not alone home, but I'm feeling so lonely and crying. I just thought about suicide. It's so terrible to feel this way, to struggle alone.

I can't explain why it works, but responding to and reading others' posts bring some peace…

So I'm happy to have you here and read your post. When we are connected we are maybe stronger. Keep sharing with us your thoughts.