Did i mess up?

[Chae57]

Its been a while since i was on here alot has happened to me besides the normal issue. Im not even sure where to begin 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Hello Chae57. Sounds like you are overwhelmed. I suggest that you focus more on your feelings than details. This is just a place to vent...you wont be graded on your posts 🙂. Maybe start with 'I feel...'and free-write from there. It will make sense to someone who relates. You're not alone.

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Seems like you may have a buffet going on... I hear you and understand...

I sure do hope you are able to win the battles along the way... Keep your power..it will take you a very long way...I know at times we feel like we have no power yet it is always there for us to use...

You may start where ever you feel comfortable with... that way your mind is at ease!

I'm wishing you all the best...

Dump trucks of groovy love, peace, light, joy & hugs Chae57!

[Mary-intussuception]

I think we all mess up sometimes. Begin anywhere. Try just starting to write - it will flow from there.

Only share what you want to, whatever you're comfortable with. Sometimes it helps to off-load, can help to see the way forward more clearly.

xx

[Chae57]

I feel so lost... Im married to a "wonderful" husband in so many other ways accept loyal🤦🏻‍♀️ been like that for the past 12 years. Im at a point in my life where im just not bothered with his extra marital activities. Im at a point where i actually feel not "in love" with him no more. We have beautiful kids and i guess they are my reason im still here. My relationship with him is just complicated! Then...someone else came into my life and i found myself doing the exact same thing hes been doing... And i realised thats not who i am but i needed to feel that love and appreciation 😔. I've just been putting family first but i feel neglected in this process. Im enjoying forbidden fruit 😣 well for the moment. I feel i've lost myself 😔