I need some advice. Please help me

[Mishell11]

I know this might sound very kiddish because i am going to say that my parents doesnt love me as much as they love my brother. At first , i used to think yeah it is obviously just something in my head. But it just started getting worse. For instance, my brothers got an admission to a good college, then my parents go like, okay you are not even getting into any good college. They dont soend money for my education. They believe that is just waste of money. My brother got recruited for a job and now they are like you are not going to earn a penny on your own. And whenever my parents fight with themselves , my mother end up blaming me. My father, he shows too much of love for me but recently my mother told me that, all his love for me was only so that i dont go away with someone i love. They love me for conditions dont they? The monent i tell my father that i like someone he is going to hate me. All that matters to them is their prestige and pride amongst the others. My father keeps showing this fake love as if he would love me despite all my mistakes. No he wouldnt he would never. He is happy as long as i listen to him and not let his prestige down. I know this might sound bullshit but i really want some advice on this. And my brother, he cares for me, but again! He doesnt even call me when im not home. He keeps track of his other cousin sisters life but not me. I wish he did.

[Stevie0114]

I’m kinda going through the same thing. But my mother is giving me that fake love and my dad just goes off on me about everything I’m doing wrong in my life. I’m always being compared to both my brothers and told how well they are doing. you should be happy over your own accomplishments. I hope things get better for you

[Mishell11 in reply to Stevie0114]

Maybe we need to focus more on ourselves than focusing on how much we are being loved. I hope things get better for you too. There will come a day when they will actually realise.