For depression,So i saw my doctor last Tuesday and as i hate antipsychotics, i complained about it all the meeting, But he suggested that i try it for 2 weeks and then he will check whatever I'm complaining about and then i exited the clinic with mirtazapine 30mg and seroquel xr 200mg; both at night. He also suggested that i might have high functioning autism (well he didn't say that, he said aspengers syndrome; a very ugly name i think😂)
So I'm having that sedation or drowsiness or whatever it's called all the day and i also can't walk properly like I'm an old sick person; I can fall very easy. It's a balance thing or control i can't get it.
So the sleepiness is pretty much impairing. I may sleep more than 14 hours and still wake up drowsy. I have a college to go everyday. I heard that this sedation doesn't really go away with time. This is very terrifying for me. I really don't know what to do; either suicidal thoughts all the day or sleeping all the day. This is a choice even Sartre wouldn't have made🤔🤔☺
Just wanted to share