Hermit Purple

[squishy11]

I'm terribly agoraphobic I think, which is strange because I'm somewhat of a people person. I hate friends seeing me and hanging out when I'm not doing anything with my life (no job, no school). I want to do things, I can occasionally bear it, but something about it makes me very uncomfortable. I always want to go home right after I go out, which is why I'm not In school to begin with. On my first day of college, I came late and left immediately when no one was in the first class I checked. Never went back. Like I said though, I'm somewhat of a people person. So naturally, I feel like a freak and I hate myself even more. Maybe the problem isn't me and other people. I just hate myself too much to subject the world to me. I have a boyfriend that I don't love too much, but he's in love with me (i think). I think I stay with him because he's basically the only person in the world that I talk to on a daily basis. I stay out of loneliness, i guess. I need friends. Hit me up (I'm a 19 y/o) if you need one too. [e-mail]

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[ColdestFlame]

Sometimes meeting others in real life isn’t the best option. I have made many friends over video games and at times they have been more interested in my life than ones I’ve had since high school (24 now). If you ever want to chat I’ll leave it up to you to decide, I hope you find passion and a way through the loneliness you feel.

[squishy11 in reply to ColdestFlame]

Maybe I should go on mic more lmao :). Thanks for the good advice, man.