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I may have gotten rid of most of my anxiety and depression, but I am quickly developing anger issues.

Thank god I am really, really in control of myself, but I am getting pissed off often, and recently to a point I daydream of violence.

Some wild wild instincts are coming out and I feel uneasy whether I should lash out more often, or suppress it (and suppression is bad in long-term). I am starting to get angry at any even miniscule attempt to oppress me. Even friendly jokes. As if I am going through second puberty, haha.

:/ hm, any thoughts/ similar feelings?

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Sillysausage234 profile image
Sillysausage234

No but found a good distraction

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Sillysausage234

youtu.be/RjebAlfrexA

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quitter333β€’ in reply toSillysausage234

lol, seen it. Minkman is an interesting dude. Wouldn't want his job but it's cool to see old timely methods to fight pests are being used in 21st century

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toSillysausage234

Oh they are adorable.

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Sillysausage234β€’ in reply toDolphin14

Aren’t they just....I had polecats years ago but mink are the dogs bullocks I think 😊...there was an article on coworkers before and they said that in the workplace small acts of revenge between co workers happen about 4 times a week ...haha oops sorry didn’t mean to spill boiling hot coffee on you stuff .

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toSillysausage234

β˜•οΈ Please try to refrain from making me spit out my coffee haha. I'm on a limited amount there's no room to waste. Lol

Well, after yesterday at work, my coworkers should count their blessings I only work two days a week.

Hahahaha

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toSillysausage234

I would never do that lol

When I get upset I cry. My therapists want me to show some anger. I just can't do it. Well, to my friends after work I did.

Just another hurtful day at the office. I'm getting used to it.

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Sillysausage234β€’ in reply toDolphin14

Ide be letting tires down in the car park 😊

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toSillysausage234

Can you meet me there tomorrow?

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Sillysausage234β€’ in reply toDolphin14

I would gladly...we can stick a potato in the tail pipe too the loud pop is amusing

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toSillysausage234

Good plan. I'm going to the grocery store today. Any particular type? Red bliss? Is that too small??

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Sillysausage234β€’ in reply toDolphin14

I’m not sure what you call yours but they sound ok we can always just keep stuffing them in if they are .king Edwards here πŸ₯”

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toSillysausage234

Ok book a flight hahaha. See you in the morning. I will bring the potatoes lol

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quitter333β€’ in reply toDolphin14

did.. did minks just bring two people to a meeting?

lol, neat. Do it!

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toquitter333

Hahaha

Yes we had a side bar lol

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quitter333β€’ in reply toDolphin14

srs, do it.

i demand photo of you both drinking latte in car park.

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toquitter333

Hahaha, that will be after we do the potato work lol

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quitter333β€’ in reply toDolphin14

πŸ’ͺπŸŒžπŸ‘

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toquitter333

πŸ‘

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LilyAnnepuppy

Since I believe a lot of my depression and anxiety is caused by unresolved anger. So when I start feeling angry instead of depression I am happy. But like you're experiencing, the anger issues need to be addressed. I use my therapist for that - to find root causes. Also share stuff I find with my friends and see what can be done with it. Lastly, underneath the anger is usually fear that I'm going to lose something I already have or not get something I want. But, like I said I need my professional therapy.

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quitter333β€’ in reply toLilyAnnepuppy

The point is I am composed, but I am sometimes boiling inside. also I am not angry towards girlfriend or something like that, but rather annoyances, like coworkers recently.

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LilyAnnepuppyβ€’ in reply toquitter333

Co workers are always easy to get annoyed at.

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toquitter333

Don't get me started on coworker hahaha

I hear you 100% there.

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Noodledoodel

Take up a sport where you can let it out in a productive way ie kickboxing boxing mma I found it can have a very relaxing releasing effect that way you don't have to keep it in and build frustration

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quitter333β€’ in reply toNoodledoodel

absolutely agree, though sports rise my testosterone more and I not only think bad thoughts, but also feel like I can do it :D

Nevertheless, I do weightlifting a lot and soccer/ice hockey at right season.

The anger issues I described here are more "new" to me. I think after I reasoned my way out of depressive state my brain just wants to fill the emotional void with something. Gladly it also makes me like people more at other times - e.g. I have times I think about how much I love my parents, that my gf is absolutely the cutest and so on.

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Noodledoodelβ€’ in reply toquitter333

Are you using magnisum? Or have you tried 5htp (Can Only be used If NOT on MEDICATION FOR DEPRESSION) it can help to balance your moods or you could take up knitting (only joking)

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quitter333β€’ in reply toNoodledoodel

i actually do use magnesium supplements (together with zinc and calcium). no anti depression drugs (in eastern europe we use alcohol lol. but no, i dont use any drugs).

I knit like a grandma on meth.

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Noodledoodelβ€’ in reply toquitter333

πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Good mix add some b12 and research the 5HTP if you haven't already it good stuff or have a look at triptofan both natural supplements

Stay away from the knitting 🀣

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quitter333β€’ in reply toNoodledoodel

"Stay away from the knitting"

but how else I can justify my meth habit? :D :D :D

ok, thanks!

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Sunnidayz1

No no that's wonderful. The reason we get anxiety in the first place (sometimes) is bc of the pent up emotions and/or the fear of the emotions. The anger was underneath the anxiety. So bc you werent feeling anxiety and feeling mad instead means that you are healing..yes! It's true. Now the next step is to get under the anger. What emotion is under that? Keep on digging. You'll uncover why you've felt anxious in the 1st place. You can do it It's all about emotions quitter333. Btw change your name please u r not a quitter u r a do-er!

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quitter333β€’ in reply toSunnidayz1

I think yoou are right. came to similar conclusions. Quitter is just a name i chose when i quit smoking on another forum years ago (which itself caused pretty neat wave of really bad physical anxiety :) because unless you do it cold turkey and suffer, you havent really quit haha)

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Sunnidayz1β€’ in reply toquitter333

πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—

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Dolphin14β€’ in reply toSunnidayz1

Parts therapy

You GO GIRL

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