I’m sorry.

[Elocin303]

As I sit here in my own misery, I just want to tell you all I’m sorry. I’m sorry we have to bear this and go through this. I’m proud of us putting one foot in front of the other and trying so hard. This invisible illness is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do and I know all of you are suffering too. I feel for you. I understand. I hope with every thing that I have that it gets better for us. You are so brave, and I don’t want this for you, me, or anyone.🤍

[Boomba76]

Thank you for this post! It is so sad that we suffer with this horrible illness. The only comfort is that we are not alone and we are all here to support each other. 😊😊

[SquirrelsHolt]

Hi there Elocin303 and its New Years Eve day(if that makes sense?).

You've got it spot on. Depression, anxiety, panic attacks are just the worst and we are forever being told to push ourselves out of our comfort zones and tackle the problems head-on. You use the best word ..... "invisable" problem and we hide behind our front doors at times, too upset or scared to venture out. However, one thing i know is true and that is to beat these horrid lows. We need to be very strong and being a member here lets me know I'm never alone. Never. Im hopeful that in the next year, 2020 i will fight off my fears and be braver to face such silly things that have made my life quite difficult. I wish you a wonderful New Year for 2020 and maybe if we put all our efforts into it, it will be the year we look back on and say " i felt so much better"?

🐿👍💕

[wanttoliveagain]

I have been fighting with this feeling from more than 7 years n from the past two years every night I'm controlling cutting my nerve after realizing the end of my suffering will start making my family and friends life suffer more than I do. I don't know why everyone trusts me. After almost 4 months of a tough fight managed to get a good job, but not able to focus on it due to the weight of my foolishness n mistakes I made.. In another 30 mins, a new year starts for everyone here n all are having a great time I don't want to ruin their movement so I just staying here n watching them having fun.. Hopefully ill also get a new life, I know it's impossible to get out of my debts but still, I'm here n thinking how can I get back to my life again.. Sorry I'm Lil drunk after 4 months I'm not able to convey my feelings better than this.. Lots of confusion n lots of thoughts .. Anyway happy new year in advance my dear friends.. I am sorry I didn't want to make u feel worst.

there might be some rays n some sunshine tomorrow, keep fighting my friend, I know how tough it is..