I’m done

[Starrlight]

When others feel bad I want to be with them and help them and see them happy. When I’m feeling bad I learned to berate myself but am relearning now to be my own best friend. I am tired of being around people. This is because I’m tired of getting hurt. I just want to be alone endlessly. i refuse to give up in life but for now I just can’t take the pain anymore and I just think I need to suffer alone for a bit. But I do not plan on keeping suffering. I still have a sliver of hope. I’ve got to just do my own thing for a while and distance myself from everyone. I just can’t handle anything right now. Everything seems to be coming straight at me fast and hard. It’s hard to explain. I’m so done.

Has anyone ever felt this way? Like not caring to interact with those close to you in your life? Just tired of everything and need a big change?

[Blueruth]

I get people weary all the time. I hate the introvert label but maybe that is it. It isn’t not caring …it is caring for yourself. No rules on that.

[Nothing_but_books]

Yes. I come to HealthUnlocked every day. I can't bear sharing ME with anyone. I guess I don't want to be rejected for how damaged I am. People want to see change, improvement. Heck, I want that. Wanting ain't getting.

I was always an introvert. Groups of people stress me. There's that, too.

[Midori in reply to Nothing_but_books]

Totally agree. I will meet people on MY terms!

[Dolphin14]

Right there with you sister. I have always liked to fly solo. Socializing is not my thing.

❤️🐬

Flowers for you

[Nothing_but_books in reply to Dolphin14]

How'd you manage no aphids? I hate the little suckers. Darn ants carrying them here, there... Yuck.

[Dolphin14 in reply to Nothing_but_books]

Ok this is freaky..... I do Wordle every day and that was todays word ! Oops hope I didn't give it away. Process of elimination on the letters. I had to look up the meaning.

Oh those are not mine. I saw them on a walk. I don't do plants. That's what landscapers are for haha. If that was mine you would see nothing but a stem.

❤️🐬

[Nothing_but_books in reply to Dolphin14]

Wordle? A crossword puzzle?

[Dolphin14 in reply to Nothing_but_books]

New York Times daily word game.

[Nothing_but_books in reply to Dolphin14]

I found it. It's beyond me. Amazing you can do that.

[Dolphin14 in reply to Nothing_but_books]

It was beyond my comprehension too. Took practice but you just start with any word and fill in the blanks.

But when a word pops up like today's it sheer luck. You would have gotten it because you know the word. I just thought I was making something up

[Arymretep]

Wordle is great , thanks for that 👍🤣

[Dolphin14 in reply to Arymretep]

Oh no..... did we give you the answer? Note to yourself.... Wordle before HU

❤️🐬

[Midori]

Heck Yes!

There are times I wouldn't care if an asteroid hit if it kept people away from me and I have a tee shirt which shows a very frightened dragon saying 'Ew! People'

Yes, I can be a very anti-social Be'ach when I'm not in the mood for people!

Cheers. Midori

[Starrlight in reply to Midori]

Lol you’re funny. I can relate!

[Nothing_but_books in reply to Midori]

I want one! Bet there's a fortune in this if it was marketed here. 😊

[FantasyLife]

hey it's totally normal

sometimes u just want to be alone so u dont have to think about anything for a second and just relax and let your thoughts dissolve themselves so u don't feel like suffocating.

or u want to think and analyze about everything thats happening around u and what r u feeling or doing about it or wat do u wanna do about it ,,

or u r just annoyed about everything and angry too so u just avoid everything right u dont want to hurt anyone or u dont want to open up..

[Starrlight in reply to FantasyLife]

Thanks FantasyLife!Yeah this time I was just feeling overwhelmed by human presence in general like just too much going on in life and I couldn’t take anymore of being needed I just had to get some alone time to recharge and take care of myself.

[FantasyLife in reply to Starrlight]

anytime for you:)take care