When others feel bad I want to be with them and help them and see them happy. When I’m feeling bad I learned to berate myself but am relearning now to be my own best friend. I am tired of being around people. This is because I’m tired of getting hurt. I just want to be alone endlessly. i refuse to give up in life but for now I just can’t take the pain anymore and I just think I need to suffer alone for a bit. But I do not plan on keeping suffering. I still have a sliver of hope. I’ve got to just do my own thing for a while and distance myself from everyone. I just can’t handle anything right now. Everything seems to be coming straight at me fast and hard. It’s hard to explain. I’m so done.
Has anyone ever felt this way? Like not caring to interact with those close to you in your life? Just tired of everything and need a big change?
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Yes. I come to HealthUnlocked every day. I can't bear sharing ME with anyone. I guess I don't want to be rejected for how damaged I am. People want to see change, improvement. Heck, I want that. Wanting ain't getting.
I was always an introvert. Groups of people stress me. There's that, too.
Ok this is freaky..... I do Wordle every day and that was todays word ! Oops hope I didn't give it away. Process of elimination on the letters. I had to look up the meaning.
Oh those are not mine. I saw them on a walk. I don't do plants. That's what landscapers are for haha. If that was mine you would see nothing but a stem.
There are times I wouldn't care if an asteroid hit if it kept people away from me and I have a tee shirt which shows a very frightened dragon saying 'Ew! People'
Yes, I can be a very anti-social Be'ach when I'm not in the mood for people!
sometimes u just want to be alone so u dont have to think about anything for a second and just relax and let your thoughts dissolve themselves so u don't feel like suffocating.
or u want to think and analyze about everything thats happening around u and what r u feeling or doing about it or wat do u wanna do about it ,,
or u r just annoyed about everything and angry too so u just avoid everything right u dont want to hurt anyone or u dont want to open up..
Thanks FantasyLife!Yeah this time I was just feeling overwhelmed by human presence in general like just too much going on in life and I couldn’t take anymore of being needed I just had to get some alone time to recharge and take care of myself.
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