Hi all! About a year ago I read these boards religiously and barely went a day without crying. My wife had left me and I lost my job; it seemed like the last 20 years were meaningless. This board was a good source of support.
I'm still unemployed (which is still a huge source of anxiety) but I am with the most wonderful woman, someone I wish I had met years ago, and my kids are going to hang up stockings with me this weekend. My girlfriend is going to meet my family at Christmas and I have some interesting job prospects coming up. I'm healthy enough to focus on getting some professional certifications now, something I couldn't motivate myself to do a year ago.
It does get better. Hang in there, this is just a rough patch. Easy to say, not so easy to believe--trust me, I know. But I'm proof it doesnt have to stay that way forever. Hang in there and best wishes to all of you.