Hi all-
First of all before I go on about myself I’d like to offer up the time if anyone needs to talk today! Please send me a direct message and we can chat about whatever you’re feeling
So ok-
For the last few weeks I have been feeling very depressed and worthless. Incredibly dark and obsessive thoughts have been creeping in and stealing away my happiness. You know how it is, you can’t get things out of your mind and it leaves you like an empty shell. The feelings of depression are still so prevalent even years later and I’m not sure if I’ll ever get passed this. Thoughts of losing loved ones, career failure, and my own self deprecation are typically The thoughts that come through. Sometimes I wonder what steps I would be willing to take to he rid of it, and I’m chasing a happiness that doesn’t exist in the way I think it does. So I guess you could say I’m trying to fill an unfillable hole. Or to put more accurately, the hole can be filled but I’m not filling it with the right things.
I want to feel happy again, I want to feel like I’m not wasting my time here. What do you guys do when you’re feeling upset, when you’re in the “I’m too upset to move or Do anything” state?
Sometimes I feel like I’m only temporarily chasing away the dark thoughts and it’s just something that will always be for me.