So last night, I noticed I had a harder time than usual falling asleep. I kept waking up by little spasms or startles that my body would have. And from that I just kept spiraling with stuff that could possibly be wrong with me, it made me a bit shaky. I didn’t know what could possibly be wrong with me.
I ended up falling asleep a little after midnight. And waking up at round 3:30am (like I usually do) for no apparent reason. Just a bit shaky still. I dont know what.
This Is a new feeling for me. I’m trying my best not to take any prescribed medication (which I didn’t) because I don’t want to become reliant. I was trying breathing, mindfulness, anything to just get over this ugly feeling.
I want to feel normal again 😭
Help me.
Please tell me this will eventually go away, or is this something I’m going to have to cope with forever.
I have 3 kids and I want to be present for them. Sometimes, the things that I do, I’m just like, am I doing this because this is it for me? And I just get so sad. Spiraling.
Help.