Why question.

Hey all. My wife has trouble believeing in all this. The hallucinations have been horrible, the terrors suffered most of my life. According to her why did this happen now. Never really before. I dont have answers. All i know is its real. That stupid monster that i see mocking and laughing at me is real and horrible. And that laugh, i cant describe it. The voices i hear, ican hear them but cant make it out. I am seeing a physiologist. Have appointment with head doc that gives medicine. I get them mixed up. I am frustrated. The last 2 days have been better, but worried the monsters and voices will louder and bigger. I feel like i am losing my flipping mind. Thanks for letting me vent.

[Dolphin14]

Get the help you need. You are the priority right now.

It's hard to give people any answers when we don't have them ourselves. I'm pretty blunt with my husband. I have been from the beginning. He's very supportive but has no clue.

My answer to " why now" would be how the hell do I know.

Take care of yourself. Once you have started therapy and understand some things yourself it will be easier to try and answer your wife's questions.

[Hidden in reply to Dolphin14]

Hello. Thank yo for the thoughts. I sure hope it get better.