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[Catlady99]

Hi, this is my first time on a site. I have suffered from depression since I was 15 (I'm 58), medication controls it most of the time. Every 2 to 3 years something happens to my brain chemistry and the medication is not enough. I hate the way it creeps up on me so that my performance at work dips before I begin to feel down. This means managers are commenting on my work, which starts the downward spiral. Just gone back to work after 5 weeks off sick. I dont think work is going to get better. I think the boss is hoping to get rid of me. Hopefully an old boss may be able to help me.

It does feel better to vent here.

[kenster1]

hi and welcome to you I never see stories as venting but just speaking from the heart like you have done.hope the forum helps you to overcome your situation.

[NWGal]

Welcome to the forum Catlady! You and I have a similar history. My depression started in junior high and has been a continuous part of my life (I'm 64). It might be worthwhile to speak to your prescriber about switching medications once in while. I wonder if you have had any traumatic events that may cause the downward spiral. Are you in therapy? If not it might be time for a tuneup. Therapy is something you can enter and exit as much as you need to - it's not a one time opportunity. Take good care friend.