I want to go

[Happiness2019]

I just want to die ..... I dont care anymore.... I'm bad at everything... and weak

[sanfransw]

I’m so sorry you are suffering. I really relate.

[Dolphin14]

I'm sorry things are tough for you right now.

I won't believe you are bad at everything. There are probably so many things you are good at. When we are depressed we can't see them. We only see negative.

I hope you are seeking help? There is plenty of help here and outside to assist you with this.

Please continue to reach out here.

If you are in danger of hurting yourself please call for help.

[rainbowshades in reply to Dolphin14]

I have to agree with Dolphin14. Everything looks dark and hopeless when you're depressed. All you need is to wait for the wave to end and get back into realising how amazing you are.

and never forget that someone out there cares about you.

Because you should know that I do care.

[Happiness2019]

Why is it that the person who loves me breaks me down and makes me feel stupid and worthless

[Rachel2535]

No one should make you feel stupid and worthless, because you are not. You are worth more then you know. Days get hard I totally get that. I went through years of wanting to end my life. I thank God everyday now that I didn’t succeed. People are broken and they tend to take that brokenness and try to make everyone around them just as miserable. Don’t believe the lies. You are beautifully and wonderfully made; those are the words of your Maker (God). Praying for you -Rachel

[gleason9guy]

You're not worse than me at everything, and I'm still around. So you will be too. Just spend your time trying to do the things that make you happy.

[Mia_love]

Every person suffering through depressions feels that he is uselesss ans weak worthlesss ..... but it is so true that this is just a small depressive episode that provokes you to kill yourself but hold on in there buddy . You just have to find a reason to live let that be someone or a desire like you want to explore the beautiful world .

Everyone is special and everybody is good at something which others are not ... you have to do what makes you happy and content let that be painting . Singing playing any instrument spending time with someone ....

A small suggestion here that whenever you feel like this spend time in nature when nobody else is there just you and the nature and start listnening to songs

Because nature and listening to songs helps in the situation ypu are in .... it helped me ... when i thought there was no where out but death .. when i spent time with nature it felt as if i could see a way out there is a way out for everyone there are solutions . We just need to look from a diferent anhle and situation

Hold on buddy .... ure not bad at everything ... its just that you havnt done the thing your good at ... and youll find your thing soon dont give up keep exploring ...

[Greensummer18]

I understand. There isn't a day that goes by I don't think about taking my life. Why do I feel so empty? It feels like the beautiful soul I have had slipped away. Like I'm not even me anymore. I feel I've given up. I don't want to be alive. I wish I could be me again. I wish this was all a dream and I could wake up and be okay. I could just be happy for one whole day. I just want to go and be with Jesus. I want to be in heaven.

[Hidden in reply to Greensummer18]

I feel exactly like you, I really don’t want to die as I have everything, I just hate ‘living’ like this.

[SuZQ154]

You are loved, loveable, and valuable. We believe that and so does God! Please keep posting and also know we are praying for you!

[romans]

Don't give up. I've been there; been there for the longest times and I know the feeling. Many others that have replied have also experienced similar feelings. Determine not to let circumstances, or your feelings determine your identity. Once your thinking begins to change, your feelings do also and you will see that you are indeed somebody. If you are serious for positive change, I suggest that you read the Gospel of John, and get the book "The Power of Right Believing" by Joseph Prince.