Being with my Partner.

[Lovekkc18]

I need advice. I know my partner loves me even though I have anxiety but most importantly depression but I feel like I have became a burden to her. When I am depressed I feel a dark presence over me and every time she ask whats wrong I don't say anything at all but in my head im telling her everything but she takes it as me ignoring her. Being depressed sucks for I feel like when a depression episode hits I give off a bad energy that I don't mean to bring and I try hard to fight it but nothing works. I try writing, cleaning, smoking, listening to music, the list goes on and it works for a minute but it doesn't last long. I am writing just to ask you guys that even though she is there for me and helps me through it, should I break up with her because I know she deserves better or should I wait until she has enough and leaves me?

[LookingforSunrise]

She sounds like a very helpful and sympathetic person. It also sound like she has deep feelings for you. I would suggest try telling her what is really going on in your head and how you feel. Give her a chance to help you, she seems to want to help. Staying silent, I suspect, leaves her feeling alone and distant from you.