Im new here but never mind me...Have you realized how life is just passing us by? And we sometimes realize that it is but we still don't fully "live" our lives...we spend half our lives in school and if you don't go to college, then for the rest your life you work till you die. Even if you retire you'll probably be too old to do shit...i mean i know money is what makes the world go round and to acquire that..well you need to work...but how sad is that...we just solely exist to grow up get a job work till you drop, get married, have kids and the cycle viciously continues with our kids and kids, kids...so mundane and just sad. But normal people don't think about these things because we like to be sedated..we like to feel this false security that things are okay when they are not.we feel comfortable with that. Bound by the chains of what life should be and society...never truly being able to live. the red pill instead of the blue pill. living in a bubble instead seeing reality for what it is. this universe don't give a shit about you..we are but 1 insignificant life in a world were billions reside. A few people will remember you for a time but even them will be worm food and you will soon be forgotten. As if you never existed. Lost in oblivion. Surrounded by nothingness. And is we all know OBLIVION IS INEVITABLE.
nihilistic much dude...?
Existential thoughts why!!!!
Who hates putting effort into themselves?!
African American(BLACK) 
Existence is overwhelming
Bad relationship during pregnancy causing detrimental depression
