Cross and lonely!

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Hi lovely people, so today started off positive.

But then I discovered my ex has been hacking all my solicitor emails regarding the divorce, through the iCloud!

I’ve had my first panic attack in ages the heavy stone in my chest and stomach are just sickening.. I could easily throw the towel in right now I’m so ashamed to say that but actually I can see the downward spiral unfolding in front of me .. I knew I’m just treading water and my head is bobbing on the top! I hate this so much right now , living in limbo is not worth it!