Hi guys,
I have been diagnoised with GAD and panic disorder for about 7 years, and up until 3 weeks ago I was doing great. I have been having uncontrollable anxiety that NEVER relieves, and about 3-4 panic attacks a day. I started to feel this coming on about 3 weeks ago, so went to my dr who bumped my wellbutrin up, but I know it is not working for me. I am only getting worse. Last night I started to have intrusive thoughts. What if I hurt myself? What if I hurt my fiance? Why am i thinking these things? I love my fiance, I do not want to hurt myself. So why is my brain thinking this? I am trying so hard to get a grasp and I feel I cant. I can not get into my psychiatrist until Monday. I am going to look for a new psychologist. I had one years ago but felt I was ok to stop therapy.
THe intrusive thoughts are scaring me. Do I need to check myself in somewhere? Am I going to snap and just go crazy?