Helloooo mania

[Loki1018]

Just jumping on here while I have a minute where I’m actually able to sit still and process what I can of my millions of thoughts. I been doing good but a little more then just too good I see my friend mania is peaking a bit but I’m not going to discourage it nor do I ever do.

It’s when I’m the most productive, besides running at a cheetah’s speed.

I always enjoy the ride when it comes because everything is just bright and cheerful 😄. But it comes with a flip side at times I lash out because I’m on edge because lack of sleep or running my self exhausted so that I can get myself to sit down a bit and relax.

I have to tire myself out physically but mentally with the million and one thoughts 💭 zooming by like a formula one 🏎 it’s seems to be harder hence forth why I’m more on edge.

It sucks though knowing that even though I may get a bit manic eventually comes the depression but I always hope that it may not come by the next time around.

[Agora1]

Hello Loki...and maybe one day it will surprise you and depression will not

follow in mania's footsteps. Life changes, we change and sometimes for the

better. Good to hear from you. It sounds like you can be very productive to

the point of physical exhaustion. Too bad it's not as easy to exhaust ourselves

mentally. xx