Bad week for me

[hlangdon]

I ended up in the hospital Sunday night and voluntarily admitted myself the the crisis unit for the psyche ward at a local hospital. I was so bad this past Sunday that I had bad thoughts of hurting myself over my living situation. I'm now in a hotel through the office of temporary assistance til I find a permanent place to stay.

[Agora1]

hlangdon, keeping you in my thoughts.

I hope everything works out for you. Stay Safe my friend. xx

[hlangdon in reply to Agora1]

Thank you Agora1

[Mumma_h]

Wow, just read your post, you really have been through a lot lately, that is so so so strong and wise of you to admit yourself that couldn't have been easy!!! You deserve a pat on the back for that. I remember knowing I needed to but so scared they'd keep me forever lol. So so good you have Accomadation; (I don't know your story or history just wanted to msg after reading your post) , but it sounds like you're on the way up , and that's so hard to do sometimes so well done!!!!

[hlangdon in reply to Mumma_h]

Mumma_h I was evicted from the house i was living in that my stepfather owned. I was suppose to be out on May 20th and was still there up until may 26th which is when I went into the hospital. I had so much fear with car door closings thinking it was the sheriff's office to come and lock me out. On top of it all it got worse with the thoughts of hurting myself. I knew if i did cut myself my one cousin would not talk to me. I did speak to him in the hospital on the phone and he may have hung up the phone on me.

[eoharafisher]

It's so good you are taking care of yourself! Just one step at a time can be a help. Often psych units have good support and possible meds. I have found being open to others' wisdom can be a real life jacket when drowning....

[Sumff7]

We’re praying for you, we are all in this together and thankfully we are not alone and we have medication that helps take the edge off while we recover and heal. Sending you support and prayers.

[hlangdon in reply to Sumff7]

thank you Sumff7

[countryboy1]

I agree with sumff7 and the other comments. We all care about you and we are so proud that you had the courage to check yourself in the hospital. Please continue taking care of yourself. We care about you.

[MarjorieJL]

Best of everthing!😇

[Joanna3]

Hi I really hope your ok? I totally know where your at right now cause I feel the same atm and have no one to talk to not even my partner of 16 years.

Stay strong if u need a chat just message me I'm always here and would be nice to talk to someone that understands what its like when everything gets to much for us.

Take care x

[Stephabbiss143]

I'm so sorry about your situation. It takes a special kind of strength to admit yourself into a hospital though and I know this testimony will bring someone so much hope and meaning