TODAY WAS HORRIBLE! I CAN'T TAKE IT!!

[heyamanda]

Today was a HORRIBLE day! I'm writing this from my room in the dark, crying my eyes out. I literally feel like dying right now. OMG! I don't have anyone to talk to and honestly, I don't even know if I could. I just. I don't even know what I need. I'm so tired. I feel so lost. I wish I could just start over. 😥

[mvillarreal]

I'm so sorry to hear you're going through this right now. Was there an event that triggered this? If you need anything, I'm open to talking. You can message me if you want. Also, I'm not sure exactly how bad you're feeling right now, but if you are having severe suicidal thoughts, please get help!

1-800-273-8255

Love and wishes for peace for you.

[heyamanda in reply to mvillarreal]

Family issues. My father basically disowned me because he doesn't want to help pay for college. I just feel like a burden.

[mvillarreal in reply to heyamanda]

I don't know what would happen because I don't know your dad, but do you think you could talk to him about what he said and how it's been making you feel?

[pink83737]

Hi, I hope you feel better, well i know you will eventually. you aren't alone! everyday is a new start!!!

[heyamanda in reply to pink83737]

Thank you!!!!!

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oh no, what happened?

[explorerPHX]

hey there, i can totally relate to what you are talking about. i have definitely been there, crying in the dark, tired and lost. i have absolutely had the wish of starting over (sometimes i still do). i'm open to talk if you want, you can message me. i echo what the others have said, if you are not in a safe place, please get help.

[heyamanda in reply to explorerPHX]

I don't know who to talk to. People around me just don't seem to take this kind of thing seriously

[explorerPHX in reply to heyamanda]

that's a shame that they don't take it seriously ... just makes a bad situation even worse. i have found the people here on this board to be really supportive and helpful and willing to listen. know that you are not alone.

[breadisgreat]

I've felt this way before. I hope you feel better

[heyamanda in reply to breadisgreat]

Thank you!

[Purpleblackdawg8]

Hello I just wanted to say I hope youre okay and to know that you are not alone

[heyamanda in reply to Purpleblackdawg8]

Thank you! I really appreciate your kind words

[foxglove_pnw]

Hi !!! You are not alone ! ❤️

I am so sorry you are feeling overwhelmed ... I am here if you need to chat !

[heyamanda in reply to foxglove_pnw]

Thank you. I really appreciate it