Today I’m in the airport, waiting for my flight back home. I went to visit my father for a few days.
Am I anxious? Of course I am! I’ve been away from my bf for three days. I’m scared that while I was gone, he liked having me gone, and will not really be glad to see me.
Hi Kat - glad you got to see your father and have a safe trip home.
He Will! u got this dude!. <3
I’m sure he missed you! Is he not usually glad to see you after a while?
You’re letting your insecurities get the best of you. He missed you. People leave when they’re unhappy. Come home to him with some stories and a smile and you’ll forget the rest.
I will say that in times in my life where I felt scared of similar things, it was because I wasn’t doing enough for myself. All cuz of anxiety. I would be kind of down, not loving myself how I needed to, and not doing what I loved. Always expecting my boyfriends to fill in the gaps I should have been filling myself. I think to help you get over your fears of him not missing you, and to help you get a better sense of identity (strength! courage! love! feeling attractive! Feeling loved!) you should def do something you love! Focus on you! Do a mosaic. I’m just speaking from my own experience so totally dismiss my comment if it’s not relevant.
You got this. You’re a kind person and anyone would be lucky to date you!
I struggle with the same type of feelings . But I have come to realize that what I was feeling was because I don’t feel “good enough” so now I’m doing things for myself so I can feel better about myself and not project negative emotions onto my relationship .
That three days has passed by so quickly...
Glad you got to spend time with your father.
Safe trip back ! 🌺🌹🌺🌹 xx
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