Help, did I or was it a dream ????

[lottiejemma]

Hi everyone, I can swear I wrote a post yesterday, for identification with Depression and Anxiety, for some reason, I cannot find it ? maybe I dreamed that I sent to health Unlocked, yet , I am sure I did send it, feeling confused !!! anyway, ---- I do suffer from, Depression and Anxiety, Feelings of not being wanted or understood, confusion, memory Blocks, you know, just feelings of hating myself " yet for what ?" I live with my daughter, she has Bi -Polar-- I have Ataxia, we get on very well, and give each other great support --- hard times we have now and again, but , I am blessed , because with our illnesses, we do very well with one another. We also have lovely friends, and neighbours, so "what's the problem " too long a story for what has happened with Family in my life -- so awful that it has caused deep depression that I fear I shall never get better--- I Blame " ME " I feel a failure,-- Stupid, no common sense , have been told that all my life, it must be true, as I do seem to fail a lot, I do not seem to fit in !!!, and as my Ataxia gets worse, so I get worse with memory, and doing things, and I am told "Oh you are useless, handless, and in groups, I am left out, --- I don't belong . Especially with family, Sorry for the rant, and sorry I sound such a moan, I don't mean to be, so again Sorry.--- Take care everyone, GOD Bless, one day at a time --- Lottiejemma , Hugs with love to all sufferers

[Hidden]

Aw maybe you had a poor connection! I’ve tried posting and have gotten failed posts before. I just started Zoloft and legit have dreams of doing things that seem so real so either way, I totally understand.

You are certainly not useless, nor a failure, nor stupid. I have struggled with feeling so bad about myself, too. You have to persevere! Write down 5 things you love love LOVE about yourself. Even if you don’t feel them right now, they are there. ❤️

[lottiejemma in reply to Hidden]

Thank you for your encouragement ,

[Hidden in reply to lottiejemma]

Of course. Nothing bad stays. Keep being resilient.