My boyfriend chris and his mom were wanting to sell a baby goat and I talked my aunt shelly into buying it for the farm she helps out at so we drove up to chris's house and after shelly left I got to spend hours with chris and his family. They had a blue healer, Australian Shepherd puppy that is 2 months old that I fell in love with so I talked my parents into letting me get it but they were very unsure about it since we recently had to unadopt a dog because it was attacking our cats and my brother. So once I started to go to my uncles house so he could meet the puppy my dad called and yelled at me for wanting another dog. I just ignored him and was playing with the puppy. Once I was 20 minutes away from the house ( its about 1hr and 15 trip from chris's) my mom made me bring the puppy back to chris.
However, Chris's mom called me last night and said " hey hunny, How badly do you actually want this puppy because I see how in love you are with it and me and chris think you are perfect for it." I told her how I really wanted it and had a plan for training and every. She replied " well Mitch (chris's brother) came up with an idea that I think you will love, we are gonna keep the puppy and train it for you and when you move in with us next year it will be all yours and your responsiblility"...... I literally bawled my eyes out because I literally am so grateful for the family that I am gonna marry into, I cant believe that chris and his mom are doing this for me. I dont know what I did to deserve chris coming back into my life much less all the other amazing, sweet and kind things he does for me.
I forgot to mention that another reason why I am so happy again is because chris knows I get jealous and scared of losing him so he got us promise bracelets and told me " baby these are for when we are not together physically or in person we always have something to remind us of each other and how much we love each other, I never want to lose you again. I am always here for you babygirl you are my one and only please never forget that"
I know some people might think i am stupid for putting this on this website but chris is one of my main supporters and he is a very big part of my life and is trying to help me with my depression and anxiety.
What I’ve Learned So Far.
Happy National Puppy Day
Its been a hard week, fighting physical symptoms, anyone have time to talk?
It has been impossibly hard
Have you ever been so sad that you just go numb? No tears
