Moving in two days

[Kat63]

I haven’t got nearly enough done yet to be ready for the move.

I’m also still job hunting.

I’m also doing this with serious anxiety. I’m so scared. I would take an Ativan, but I’m already sort of sleepy. I think deep down inside, I just want to sleep through this part of my life.

Scary what-ifs going through my head. What-if I never find a job? What-if my boyfriend and I can’t make our relationship work this time? What-if my life has finally broken my mind and made me insane, mentally ill?

What-if I’m going to feel this way the rest of my life? I could live another 30 years. Sooner or later everyone close to me will die, and I’ll be all alone. In America, where what little social safety net there is, is being taken away.

If I’m going to have a mental breakdown, I kind of wish it would just hurry and happen and get it over with. Living in fear of it is terrifying.

[Hidden]

Going through what you are going through is a challenge. A challenge though you can outsmart. For the moment it has gotten the best of you and now you need to counter it. Many of the situations you are having anxiety over let them take care of themselves. You need to take care of yourself.

These what ifs going through your head change to more positive ones.

What if you do get a job? What if you and your boyfriend can make it work? As you take more control over the issues you have on your mind the more at ease you will become.

Your percentage of feeling like this will be much lower the more control you have over it. These many question you have which are making you uncomfortable will begin to fade away and bring you more stability within yourself from the mind, body, as to spirit. May you find peace among yourself as to all which comes before you. If you can find peace within then you will also find peace throughout all which comes your way. Smile and think positive and positivity will be with you and show you the way you need to go. 😊

[Hidden]

Your fine, you are just actually feeling thoughts everyone has, life is what ifs. We are all taking a chance, relationships, jobs, careers, neighborhood, hoods etc etc. Do what you have to do, pack one box at a time. Before you know it, you will be packed and ready to move etc etc. Relationships are work. Do your best and if it is just too much, maybe time alone, another try with someone new. No matter what, everything is a challenge, work. Try to look at the pros and cons and hopefully the pros have some wonderful moments, that make it all worth it. Remember pack one box at a time