Empty

I don't feel anything.

[blueraku]

Yeah

[suzzze]

I feel too much. I need my lexapro back so I can feel nothing.

[Hidden in reply to suzzze]

seems like it's always too much or not enough.

[suzzze in reply to Hidden]

Yea :/ . Don’t know which is worse. But I kinda miss my quiet mind. Are you taking any meds?

[Hidden in reply to suzzze]

I think too much is worse. It's harder to function. Nothing at least gives you room to hear your own thoughts. I'm still a minor and my parents won't let me, unfortunately.

[suzzze in reply to Hidden]

Oh, have u found any ways that u find helpful to cope

[Hidden in reply to suzzze]

Music and movies or shows. The only way I can start to feel something again is by getting a "jumpstart" through those things. Sometimes even that doesn't work though, and I just have to go to sleep and hope tomorrow will be better.

[suzzze in reply to Hidden]

Yea I hear ya

[Hidden in reply to suzzze]

It's nice to know I'm not alone. Thank you.

[suzzze in reply to Hidden]

Of course!

[blueraku in reply to Hidden]

Slytherin, it’s not completely hopeless yet if you can still function and hear your thoughts ! I don’t mean to diminish your pain which is real and valid, I’m legit jealous and didn’t know I still had some of those things when I had them. Didn’t know there were any more things to loose. Anyway hang in there. And I wouldn’t look forward to meds too much... they make it sound like they’re much more effective than they are in reality. Might as well try looking into other (healthier) methods since you can’t do drugs anyway for now.

[Hidden in reply to blueraku]

They're a little fuzzy, but yes. I am glad I can still think, if only a little. No worries, I get what you mean. That's what I'm trying to do. You too.