Lost in this life

Imagines with my happy childhood play in front of my eyes. When time passed and I grew up I was more and more unhappy, with physical manifestation of depression and anxiety. Today I'm lost in this life, feeling that I missed my purpose somewhere in the road of life.

[a_work_in_progress]

As I am sitting here reading your post depression and anxiety are making me

MAD. I just decided I am going to fight mine and all the sudden it doesn't seem

like a big monster. Maybe you can try it too. What do we have to loose.

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Thank you for your thoughts, but it is to late for me. I fight many years with myself, with physical manifestation of anxiety and depression. I'm defeat now. All that I want is a new life, I lost the existing one and I admit that after many years of hope.

[a_work_in_progress in reply to Hidden]

don't give up!

I've probably been at it longer than you (meaning i'm old)

Last night i thought I might have to give up. Maybe its because I have

not slept and am delusional but I'm gonna try again.

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We all know that depression is never cured, then whats the point? Why to fight against it? My better solution, after a life of fight is to give up and wait for end of life.

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Thank you, but to have money to pay for all treatments we should work. But for work, any kind of work we should be in good health. I am not in good health, none of us are in good health, so we cannot work, then we have no money for treatments, then we become more depressive and anxiously, it is a circle, and we cannot break it.

[Lilprince800]

Does this mess with your everyday breathing ?

[Hidden in reply to Lilprince800]

Yes indeed