Update

[melbrown]

Hi everyone. Just wanted to give an update on the job... I got a call Monday evening from the manager, though they'd love to hire me the owners have decided to restructure the company & they can't guarantee me a job after they do. She felt bad & was so sweet to me. Said everyone enjoyed meeting me & encouraged me to leave my job. My brother picked me up from work that night & we talked some more (quick note job was at his office). He gave me more info & said he & the manager were both surprised by the owners news. Also said they were all upset because not only was my time wasted so was their's. There is a very slight chance the job will be available in a month or so... if so it's basically mine. He & my husband agreed it's time for me to quit. After having a week off I came back to a messy store, stuff that should've been done not. My coworker still slacking off & being disrespectful of me. I just can't any more. I am very very lucky I have an amazing husband, who makes more than enough to support us. We don't need my income... I like having a job to keep busy & I worry about money (from childhood anxiety). I am trying to process everything.. mean while anxiety is effecting my health... muscle tension, itchy for no reason, headache & everyone's favorite chest pain. Hard to tell self it's anxiety... Thank you for reading & support. 💛

[Hidden]

I’m so proud of you, big sister. Your hubby & brother sound like they got you ☺️💛. I have a good feeling that you will be okay. I know that anxiety makes us feel like we’re not, but you’ve got me & the rest of us here pulling for you. I’m always here if you need to vent. I love you so so much & I am sending you virtual hugs! 🤗💛😉

[melbrown in reply to Hidden]

Thank wise little sis. Love you too. I am trying to keep it together, on my way to work.. luckily working with manager today, might talk to her. Off for rest if week... have group & therapy tomorrow, much needed. As for the interview stuff, I should be proud... I did it & they liked me... nothing is my fault on it... my sister says I should focus on that. My honey wants me to focus on the good today. Saw a hummingbird today, think was same one in picture I took for you. So, that makes me happy, love them. How are you doing? How's the little one? Lots of love & hugs.

[nicetomeetyou]

I’m sorry that things on the job front took an unexpected turn. But you should be very proud of yourself. You obviously had a great interview and it sounds like they really wanted to hire you. Even if this job doesn’t work out you should have confidence that you can handle future interviews. You’ll find a job you want. I have no doubt of that.

[melbrown in reply to nicetomeetyou]

Oh 😊 Thank you. It does feel good to hear when others see the value in you. Trying to hold on to that feeling right now. Hope you are doing well... & staying warm.