I got help I ended up calling 911 bc I just wanted to die and I overdosed. I passed out for a good 15 min but woke up in hospital. I ended up staying there all night and got evaluated I am getting medication and treatment. I didn't sleep last night with thoughts of how the world would be without me. Today I am down but at least I have help.
Thank you to everyone who posted in my posts earlier
Thank you for posting the update. Please come here for support any time. Take care of yourself. You're worth it.
I'm glad you are still around to keep fighting 
Im glad your still around
Glad you got some help and stayed safe 🌺🌺
So glad you managed to get some help. Take Care 🙂
I'm also glad you were able to get help. I do understand your pain. Please do let us know that you are doing well...orif you need helo.
I feel very alone in this process no one to talk to but I'm very happy that I found this community of people who care about me. Thank you all I'm doing ok right now I am just down bc I have no one to talk to but I'm doing better the thoughts of suicide are hardest at night but they are getting better
I'm glad you did. You are in the right place for now. Your youngster loves you. This community is great. I'm glad you got help and you're still here.
I am so glad you got the help you needed if you feel really bad come onto this sight you will always get someone to speak to.Your family all need you I know how you feel your in this big black hole and you can't see anyway out but you will get out with all the help and support you need don't suffer in silence you deserve better than that I will be thinking about you take care. Janebee
I am so proud of you for reachIn out and also for getting help. Hold on for just one more day, hour, moment. You are not alone, and while I can't promise you that everything will be magically wonderful, I do know that things can get better, especially if you keep fighting. Post anytime.
Haven't forgotten you. Hope things are a teeny bit better right now. Will be thinking of you today, and (I hope you're not offended by what I'm about to say, as that's not my intention), know that I will be praying for you. Hold on. Life does have beautiful moments.
I'm doing better today I'm just struggling bc the place I work at once a week wants hospital reports proving I was where I said I was but I don't want them to know what's really going on so that has set my anxiety even more
Frustrated 
🤗 update (long post)
Sleepless in California
Small update :) (thank you guys) 
Update 
