Hate myself.. so done with this

[Yumaris]

I’m so done with everything! Just want to disappear... just want to start cutting ... I can’t with this!!!

[Hidden]

Please don't do that! You want to feel, letting it out, screaming it out of you. Please don't cut, hurt yourself. I don't anything really about cutting, piercing, tattooing. Lots of people like scary movies, they get it, they like it. Scary, horror movies freak me out. Maybe same principle as cutting. I'm trying to help! You are not alone, all of us are here having our individual struggle, struggles. I know, I understand it's very difficult. Stick to the game plan you and your therapist have put together. I stay with mine for my issues and it helps. My down time is the most difficult at times, we all struggle. Do the game plan, thinking of you and sending you positive vibes

[Yumaris in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. But I’m so tired. Being w someone who ignores you and treats you like shit. Ignores my son.. he doesn’t talk to me or anything and then ha the audacity to say he’s a third wheel... no he put that in his own head! Im tired!!!!!!!!!!!!! We invite him and he never responds... plus he has told me that he never wants to go out w me... or if invited he wont go?? So wtf????? He confuses me so much. I feel like im going crazy!!! I couldn’t sleep last night and i had to function at work. I don’t go no where. Im home alllllllllll the time. Afraid of what’s to come.

[Hidden in reply to Yumaris]

You need to stop, that person is triggering you, too much! You are wasting time with that person. There is probably a person just around the corner and you are wasting your time with this person. They might not wait and you will have missed them because you were wasting time on that person who is triggering you, making you miserable. Time to move on! Your healthier mate is waiting, looking for you. So please be available, so you two can finally be together.

[Yumaris]

I’m sorry.. I sound like a broken record..people don’t come over anymore bc of him. This isn’t a home its a house

[littleemoshite in reply to Yumaris]

Who?

[littleemoshite]

I know I cut as well it’s hard I just wanna give up...

[Shelly46]

Please don’t hurt yourself! Scream if you have to. Get everything thing out. May journal. I don’t like to journal but I have started and I can say what I want without the other person interrupting. You are important and matter!! I will be praying for you. Tomorrow is a new day and I hope it’s a better one for you filled with sunshine☀️

[pink318]

Hi- I’m very sorry you feel this way. Please stay strong. I hope you will not give up in spite of your difficult situation. Please don’t harm yourself. Try to write down your feelings on your journal to help you release the sadness you are going through. Cry if you need to.

I pray that things will get better for you and you will stay strong. Keep us posted. God bless.

[Sabio77]

yumaris, what brought this on? what happened? the feeling of the need to cut is difficult to handle. but honey, that is not honestly going to help in anyway. only make it worse and trigger more negative feelings to encourage more cutting... have you tried talking to the dr about this, or any trained professional. there are ways to help you cope with your daily struggles.

[Yumaris in reply to Sabio77]

I have an appt on Sunday.... so much stress at home.. situation just getting worse... I don’t have the energy to write..I’ll respond tmrw

[pink83737]

What’s going on?