Angry

[Open_Mind18]

Its different today, people dont take me seriously that act as my friends but secretly I know they just wait for me to say something stupid so they can laugh and act like I cant see, all my 4 years of high school it's been tough every time I try talking to someone or in general I'm instantly shamed by mocking and laughter because I always mess up what I say and that makes it progressively worse on top of my monotone voice. EVEN TEACHERS do it to me only my resource ones though but still, it happens at my job as well where i work with adults its annoying and Idk what to do about it. They think I'm to naive to realize what they're doing but I see right through it, I feel angry, lonely, and tbh I feel like punching someone in the face and i know that's not helpful, what can I do to help this, im not seeking pity, I just want advice.

[foxglove_pnw]

Hi Open_Mind , social situations can be so hard , specially during school years !

Just reading what you wrote , I can see you are very articulate !

Have you thought about therapy ? How about clubs at school or outside school ?

What are your interests ?

I am so sorry you are struggling !

[baileyf14]

I am so sorry you are dealing with this. Have you tried telling them how your actions really hurt your feelings? It is very important to be honest with them so they do not continue to hurt your feelings. They will understand because I'm sure they do not want to be mean or are not trying to be mean. I really hope it all goes well.