I’m new here

[SadCma]

I don’t know what to say. I’m sad. I’m depressed. I really just don’t want to be here anymore. Last night was the first night I thought of harming myself. I took extra anxiety meds to make me sleep. I gave my husband my gun and told him he should probably keep that for now. If he u sedation where I was going with that, he didn’t acknowledge it. I have no friends here. No social support. I just feel lost and like I’m a burden. My husband and kids hate being around me. I don’t blame them. If I could get away from myself I would too.

[Mcrowley89]

I completely agree with you I hate it it's so hard I've thought about putting myself away and see if that helps but I'm just lost right now

[Family_man in reply to Mcrowley89]

I am new also, and get on when I can, but I am here to talk also.

[Iloveart7]

Welcome. I'm srr you are doing so poorly. You can always PM me if you want! (((Hugs)))

[SadCma in reply to Iloveart7]

Thank you. I have no support system. I feel so alone.

[Hidden]

I don't really know what to say except I understand some of these feelings you've describe. I'm new here, and have been looking for a long time for a safe place to discuss these feelings. This seems like a good place to do it and I'm glad you're reaching out.

[SadCma in reply to Hidden]

I hope this is a good place too. I’m in real need of support. I called the suicide hotline this AM and talked to someone. He was great at calming me down and making me feel ok for the moment.

[Hidden in reply to SadCma]

Glad to hear the hotline person was helpful for you. I don't mean to sound flippant but hang in there. You say you're taking anxiety meds; I'm guessing these are prescribed from your family doctor? I only ask because maybe your doctor can help you find some additional support.

[SadCma in reply to Hidden]

Actually prescribed by my psychiatrist. My anxiety isn’t so bad right now. It’s the depression. He’s got to add another med to the one I’m already taking because this one isn’t working by it self anymore.