I discovered this blog..thankyou am I relieved.
I suffer from panic disorder..anxiety and depression. I keep thinking i have some lung disease even though the doctor did a checkup and a cbc and fiund nothing wrong. Im 55 years old and have distanced myself from everyone. I live like a recluse with my husband and my 2 dogs. I dont leave my house..i basically stay in my bedroom...Im always sad...im not alive im just a shell existing.
I think of things to do but then im to exhausted to do it.
Its like im living in my own world and i get irritable when my thoughts are interupted.
Ive lost 18kgs weight..unexplained...but physically no reason can be found. Im afraid most of the time..i don't really know of what. I live being awake when its dark and sleep during the day..my curtains are always drawn...am I crazy
I might mention that im menopausal and that ive been like this for about...3 years....although the panic disorder has been life long...the past year has been the worst..or is it 2 years...