Daffodil blues poem

[jembella-]

They say no feeling lasts forever /

Yet I feel guilty and bad in this destructive never land /

I try my best one day at the time /

Still hate myself enough which isn't fine /

Look for something to keep my mind suspended /

It isn't always healthy but I feel deeply expended /

I try to not wake up feeling so scared /

My childhood damage remains in my feared head.

It isn't fun in a repetitive situation /

The mind boggles how anyone could fake it /

To be hyper aware isn't fun at all.

All I do is try one day at a time to try and not end it all.

[Samson1953]

Every morning that you wake up say I like myself I like myself don't say you hate yourself. Trying to think about the time you had the most fun or good memories to override any not so good memories tried to go for a walk he be even think about getting a pet they love you unconditionally and you will love them back

[jembella- in reply to Samson1953]

i have a dog. it's just hard to think of the good times if i'm being honest. i appreciate the words though.