Anxiety and Depression and so much more....

[BluuAngel]

Hi. I am new to this site. I suffer from Anxiety/Panic Attack Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Border-line Personality Disorder, PTSD, OCD, Eating Disorder and Depression. I have learned to play my role for people. I put on my "happy" face for my 10 year old son. He is the song in my heart. God truly blessed me with that little 3 pound gift! God also blessed me with my mother. No words can describe the "WONDERFUL" that she was. My world crashed in all around me the day she passed. March 4, 2009 at 4:03 pm. My mother was my world, my best friend, my angel, my first love and the light that would shine and rescue me from the darkness that kept me prisoner in my mind. When I was lost in that "darkness", nobody cared to look for me! Nobody helped me fight those demons. My mother was the ONLY ONE!! Fearless, strong, brave, courageous, beautiful, loving, kind....my mommy! She was my "Happy Place", she was my "Home"! She is my depression. She is my grief. She is my sadness, tears and broken heart. She is gone from me. I am sorry that this is quite long. I will talk about my anxiety next time. May God bless all of you tonight, tomorrow, and always. XO

BluuAngel

[jkl5500]

Welcome to the site. I'm very sorry about your mother. Feel free to discuss whatever is on your mind.

[BluuAngel in reply to jkl5500]

Thank you so very much!! You are very kind.

[Wearyofthebattle]

So sorry about your mom. I’m sure you are a great mom because of how your mommy taught you by her example. Hugs and blessings 🥰

[BluuAngel in reply to Wearyofthebattle]

OMG! Thank you and many hugs and kisses to you!! I am crying, but good tears!! Thank you!!

[trapis2]

Wow, couldn't your doctor find one more dianoses to add to that list ? I'm so sorry about losing your Mom,she sounds like she was really a good mom to you. May you get better and keep on posting here, I know it really helps me.. Hugs

[BluuAngel in reply to trapis2]

Thank you for your kind words! God bless

[Agora1]

You were truly blessed BluuAngel with a loving mom.

I'm so sorry for your loss. xx

[BluuAngel in reply to Agora1]

Thank you so very much! You made me smile and I don't do that too often! You are AWESOME AND KIND!!

[Hidden]

Welcome. I'm so sorry you lost your mom. I'm sure she's looking down on you every second and smiling.

[BluuAngel in reply to Hidden]

Thank you for your kind words!! I really needed to hear that and my God is so good to me, he sent the message through you!! You are awesome!!!