Feeling lonely

[BOOV]

I barely have anyone to talk too. I realized that nobody really cares. recently failed a major exam. life has been hard. i'm deeply embarrassed. i feel hopeless. none of my friends barely message me anymore. i stay home alone for most of the day nobody to talk to. when my mum calls is mostly to remind me of my failure.

[Jyelrihs]

Hello Boov, I am so very sorry to hear you are having such a difficult time. Obviously we don’t know each other but reading your post I just wanted you to know that there are people that care and want you to feel better even though we have never met you. I wondered whether you could think about talking to your mum only because there is every chance that she loves you a great deal but doesn’t show it in a way you recognise. I have a suggestion - write her a letter using the exact same words you have used on this post to let her know how you feel or if you can call her and ask her to listen to you until you have finished without interrupting before she speaks. Also, are you able to get your GP to refer you for some counselling on the NHS?

[BOOV in reply to Jyelrihs]

The main problem is she knows i feel bad and tells me not to feel bad but the moment she isn't in the mood or annoying she starts to throw all my weskness in my face. Saying I should be crying and sober. She is always contradicting herself

[hurtingheart1]

I’m sorry you’re feeling this way!!! But you are not alone and it’s good you posted here!! I’m awake if you need to chat a bit?☺️🌼🌺

[BOOV in reply to hurtingheart1]

Hiii, it's so nice you have reached out to me. I tend to push friends and people away a lot I haven't had the best luck with friends and tend to be not trusting of people. But I'm up for nice chat

[hurtingheart1 in reply to BOOV]

Thanks just saw your msg I had such a bad night not getting to sleep until early morning hrs!!😣now I feel my day is half gone it’s soo frustrating! I just saw your reply msg-I understand totally about not trusting people and not having good experiences with friends I hav tried to trust!! So it’s very tough I knw! But this forum is good at least we can express some thoughts with others who understand and maybe going through similar issues dealing with similar feelings? I get super overwhelmed around certain people in public even though I want to be socialable and I care about others! I also want to help them and be a good friend but it’s like there’s so many variables and complications that get in the way sometimes just awkwardness not knowing what to say or saying the wrong things!! Then they say wrong or rude things I get too sensitive and I in my eelings too much and it’s just not easy😖🤣😢Anyway I will keep checking back in to see replies on here if you want to chat back and forth I’d love to help b a listening ear or help if I can at all? Hope you are having a better day today? Do you live in U.S. or U.K.?? I’ve noticed a lot of people on here are from U.K.- which I’ve never been there but always seems interesting- love the accents! I’m kinda curious why it’s a good amount of people from U.K. on here? Not too many I’ve noticed from other countries though-mainly U.K. & U.S.?? But if anyone reads this and knows reason I’d b interested? It’s cool though I like the international community, it’s 👍 nice!