Got major blues today

[ScottieStyles]

Today would of represented, 5 years of our first date with my now ex, as a few of you out there know my story, I split with my ex about a year ago, ever since we split I have ended up walking the path of depression, I have generally been OK over the last couple of months, however today it really hit me, what we lost, I awoke alone and close to tears this morning as I yern to be with my ex, I know this can now never happen, but I still feel this great loss, her face has been haunting my dreams for the last few days a I also feel extremely guilty as I have been with my new gf for a year now, my new gf has been great, but I still have these feelings from time to time about my ex, I know these issues are pritty trivial compared to some of you out there, as I am in good health, I have a job, 2 great kid's, and I wonderful and kind gf, however this blue feelin is getting me down and depressed to the point that I'm finding it hard to cope each day, that's where I am today

[fauxartist]

For your sake and somewhat for your current GF.... I would get some therapy work done, maybe a group for learning to let go, grief and loss..... because until you let go of the past, you will stay stuck.