Bottled-up emotions

[Guardianangel1]

Dealing with anxiety which brings depression trust me you no one would want to go through that alone. I have been in my feelings for some months now and trying to recuperate from my current toxic relationship. My boyfriend of 8 years changed on me when I was diagnosed with MS & started seeing other women. Now even though we are trying to salvage what’s left of our relationship it seems like all the fingers are being pointed at me because of the guilt that he carries and that’s the only way out he knows to take. So I’ve come to the realization that everything is going to be my fault from here on in, the reason he cheated on me, and the reason he continues to disappear on me. Woooow!! I feel so much better now like a burden has been lifted. thanks for listening!

[Agora1]

Guardianangel1, I'm glad that venting was a therapeutic cleansing for you. This site is meant to be a safe place to come to when stressed and hurting emotionally. Welcome to this great support group.

Don't allow someone to blame you for everything. You certainly don't deserve it.

We're here anytime you need a shoulder to lean on. xx

[Lifecoach707]

Guardianangel1 thanks indeed for sharing! U didn't ask for nor nor did you deserve it. Your boyfriend's behavior is on him not on you. Believe in yourself, believe in your specialness. It's good that you share keep doing that. It's unhealthy to keep it inside as I think you're learning. You're obviously a special person. My prayers are with you.