Persistent Thoughts

[Jvicks]

I do not post often, but I do enjoy reading posts. I do not know what type of support I am seeking here.

I have been stuck with suicidal ideation for over a year now. With med changes, there was a decrease in depression and anxiety symptoms, which has been wonderful! Only problem is, I want to kill myself. I know it is an obsession, but I just cannot break the cycle.

Not really looking for advice, just venting because I have no one else.

Thank you!

[fauxartist]

I don't have any advice to give as I have had those thoughts off and on at different times of my life from the time I was a child. So all I can say is I just keep moving....push the thoughts out as I go and keep trying.