I’ve got about 1 week until I’m finished with welding school and the anxiety and worry has gotten me missing days. I have 2 more projects to finish and test/bend out on. If the welds bend successfully I pass and if they don’t I fail and I have to try again. I’ve missed class today and yesterday because I’m feeling so down. I’m already an anxious person, but I’m also severely depressed. The past few weeks I’ve been suicidal. I’ve had a lot of thoughts of death. I’m 27 and I’m stuggling.
Hopefully I can get up tomorrow, actually get ready and go to school. I’m so close, but it seems so far.
I’m not sure why I’m even expressing all of this on here. I just want happiness.