I’m new here , I’m 58 years old and female. I have tried to commit suicide but it was a know go. I’m on about 12 different meds. I’m angry about everything and everybody. I’ve been in my bedroom for 9 years except for doctors app. Will someone talk to me please.
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I’m angry ALL the time...
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Hi Angry101 What are you angry about?
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I really don’t know. I just know that I want everything to be perfect. It’s like I have given up on everything. My faith has always been so important in my life,but now I just don’t care. I can’t even pray anymore. Everything that I loved is gone. I was a chef, glass artist, and glass designer. I think if I try I will just tear everything up. I broke an entire set of china over a omelette because it wasn’t perfect.
Are you receiving help for this? If so what feedback do you get from them?
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I’m going to a psychiatrist and have been for over 25 years. At first I was doing great and the meds helped. All this darkness and anger has just happened over the past two months. I have another appointment next Tuesday.
You may also want to get your hormones checked as well as thyroid function.
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Haven’t even thought about that. I will mention that to my doctor Tuesday. Thanks for taking to me.
You said you have been in your bedroom for nine years, so did you leave it to do other things? I am glad you have an appointment Tuesday.
Without understanding much I think perfection is sometimes due to OCD or other anxieties, it could be something else like strict expectations for yourself. I used to try to be kinda perfect, and I make handmade jewelry and I do other creative things and they never turn out perfect but it is ok with me, I wonder why it isn't ok for you to be just ok? What do you think?
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No I don’t leave my room unless I have an appointment. I was going to church once on Sunday morning. But something has changed.
Well I don't know why you are angry but maybe you have a good reason! Or maybe you think you have to be perfect but you don't. You are a good person being ok. I hope you realize that. I never met a perfect person and guess what I think it is more fun not to be perfect! I hope you know you can talk to us anytime. It's sometimes hard to say it all at once. Just let it come when you are ready. Peace and a good evening to you
if you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me. i’m always open to listen to people. i know what you’ve been through. i’ve tried to kill my self too. all i do is stay in my room. if you ever need to talk though, like i said. i’m here <3
I never have people over so I don’t talk much. When I tried to commit suicide I was in a coma for a month. They said I wouldn’t make it. I just don’t know what’s happening now. Thanks for listening.
you’re certainly welcome. when i tried to kill my self, they told me that my heart could get so big that’d i could die so i have to get checkups every months for it. and i don’t talk to people either. i just think if i shut out the world it’ll help me, but it doesn’t help that much. you just need someone to talk to and listen to you. so if you need me , you can talk to me. you can even have my number if you like. but i’m here for you <3
Thanks so much
you’re welcome !
Just woke up and decided to say hi. I try to sleep as much as I can so I don’t have to think about anything. I’m awake about 4 hours a day. I hope you have had a good day.
Hey Lady! Welcome to the room, I'm your part-time class clown and full-blown loony. You are among friends, of a sort. Boy what an assortment we are. How much do I know about anger? A redhead with a German/Irish background diagnosed with anti-social personality, yeah we're old allies. Not friends, just working colleagues. I'd rather he not be around but what can I do, he's in this skull with me. Try to keep the meds balanced so he's not aroused. I have a bad habit of breaking stuff when I lose it. Whatever I'm holding is going against the wall as fast as I can throw it. Or the floor may do as well. Whatever will be obliterated. That's my release. They say it's not good. I said bye. Still dealing with it. Don't know if I can help but I'm in the boat with you, so let's say we start tossing stuff for the fun of it. Just not the Garmin.
I agree