I am here bc I need as much insight as possible. I currently suffer from anxiety, depression, and stress. And it hasn’t been easy for the past week. More like, my whole life. I need people to talk to. My immediate family is my husband and kids and family as a kid is basically all I will have are my brothers. My mom is currently on her journey to join my dad with our Lord Jesus.
I just feel alone in my thoughts. At night, it’s when it’s worse. I currently attend counseling. One of the most annoying things I hear is that I “need to be strong” and “not to give up.” It’s all I have been doing for years upon years.
I need support. I need a shoulder to cry. Someone to hold my hand and say “everything will be ok in the end.” I need comfort. I need friends. I need family. I just need people in my life that actually care. I want to be there for others as well. It is through others that are lost and broken that I get more understanding from. There is so much ego running through my Mom’s side of the family. So much pain. So many unspoken truths that no one wants to face and hope they just disappear... I want to be free.