Everything is falling apart

[Pocha45]

I have been out of work for quite sometime this is a first and I'm trying to get a work from home seeing i don't leave the house often I am just stressed beyond belief .. nothing is helping and I'm a grown womaj feeling like a child . I really want out I have been dealing with things for 2 years i just have a depressed mood all the time. It effects my daily life constantly i don't know what else to do.

[jkl5500]

Are you receiving any medical treatment for your depression?

[Pocha45 in reply to jkl5500]

I tried a few things .. no good reactions maybe i should try the zoloft .....wellbutrin horrible prozac nope citilopram didn't work . I just have lost joy for life i developed severe low self esteem ..embarrassed about my looks my life i just fell off .

[jkl5500 in reply to Pocha45]

I've tried meds myself over the years that didn't work, either. Are you working with a doctor now to find something that will work?

[Fishmonster]

I’m so sorry to hear what your going through

When I got hurt almost 5 years ago as a volunteer firefighter my life fell apart

I suffer from physical and emotional pain been seeing therapists on meds hospitalized for a month lost my job and I am still struggling with depression and anxiety I feel so alone

[Pocha45 in reply to Fishmonster]

I amsorry to hear that as well the only peace I get is at night when my anxiety calms down...I know what you are going through but the world has no idea it sucks badly

[higherpurpose]

I'm sorry you feel depressed. Sometimes when things are not exactly going the way we want them to or have planned to can be very frustrating and discouraging. Have you considered talking to a trusted professional about feeling depressed? Maybe talking to someone can help you find healthy ways to cope with your current situation. I know a number you can call if you are interested so feel free to message me. Stay strong. I am praying for you.

[Pocha45 in reply to higherpurpose]

Thank you I have tried for the past 6 months .. I just have to really fix things ...