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[cchall]

i have anxiety and depression my dad beats me and im scared every single day i cry myself to sleep i get scared to sleep i have a restraining order against him now but im still scared and my anxiety is out of control i cry all the time and i have no one to talk to about it because im embarrassed that i have such an awful dad and he could come and hurt me any day and it’s not the physical abuse that hurts the most its my heart he calls me a whore while hitting me and a bitch he does drugs and it just is so awful

[hypercat54]

Oh dear this sounds horrible. How old are you? Are you of an age where you can leave home yet?

You need to tell someone what is going on so how about a teacher at school? You can also call childline and there will be someone there to help you. I will find the telephone number for you. x

[hypercat54 in reply to hypercat54]

It's 0800 1111. Call them asap please. x

[cchall in reply to hypercat54]

im 17

[Roses246 in reply to cchall]

Can you call 411 ? Are you still in school? I'm sure there is a counselor you can talk to there. Don't be embarrassed your not the only person going through something. I found 411 to be helpful when I was going through a hard time.

[Autumn26]

I am sorry you have to face this... I also has a family member who hurts me in mental everyday. Life is tough but I try to do things that makes me happy. Listen to music, YouTube, draw, read some self help books about anxiety... Everyday is a challenge to me and my biggest wish is to find peace inside my heart.

When I am scolded by somebody else, I will comfort myself later because I know I don't deserve this. And I believe so are you, too. Miss Cchall, your father maybe is a terrible person, but the god loves you, I promise.

Maybe you can try to write journal, write all your feelings on the paper, let your emotions have a place to talk. Maybe sometimes you will cry, but it's okay...

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I’m so sorry to hear this. It sounds absolutely awful !

You have nothing to feel ashamed for.

Please do reach out and get the support you deserve ..

Do call the number hypercat has given to you , they can offer support and advice

Good wishes to you

🌺🌺🌺 xx

[gogogirl]

Yes, please call immediately, and let the school know as well. In the USA- social services and the school would get involved.