New and..uh.. That’s about it.

[ACCFDestiny]

Hi there! The name’s Benjie.

Uhm... I don’t really know how to talk about myself, my apologies... Hopefully I’ll get more used to it?

I haven’t been on this site for very long, but I do lurk sometimes. Haha, I’m weird.

I don’t know what quite pushed me to post tonight. It’s just been nasty, I suppose. Everyone has so many problems, and while I don’t mind acting as a diary, I’m no miracle worker. I have my own problems that I can’t even fix, let alone somehow fix everyone else’s too. Augh.... I’ve been feeling so useless lately, haha. So unmotivated. I haven’t been able to do the dishes for over three days. I don’t get it. My roommate/ex is probably mad at me for it and hasn’t said anything yet. It’s not the first time.

Mmmm... I’m mad hungry... I haven’t had the motivation to cook though, so I’ve been spending my days with a rumbly tummy lately. Lol. Except at dinnertime when the roomie cooks his lovely, bland pasta. Haha~

Well I guess I’ll shut up for now and maaayybbeee try to sleep? My mouth hurts super bad from grinding my teeth though. Ugh, when did this new habit even start up?? Anyway— Goodnight, people~

[fauxartist]

hello ACCFDestiny; and there are over 15,000 members and very few post or comment compared to how many members there are...so lurk away....and as far as how you are doing...it really sounds like you hit a low in life....and may have depression...have you been to your doctor or talked to a therapist about it....your issues are valid and important and you deserve to be well and happy too....take care of yourself