sorry about the last post/comments.

[uniquediamond]

I just wanted to let everyone know why I haven’t been on.

from my last post about the break up, also the issues I’ve been battling with depression and anxiety. I lost my sister and then 6 months later I lost my dad. I badly wanted to come on here and just vent about it all! But I was so lost I didn’t know what to do, that really doubled up on me and I felt so lost and afraid. I was only sleeping maybe 4-5 hours a night and even then it was broken up sleep. The breakup was also a HUGE kick in the face for me. So I wanted to come on here and just let everyone know that I care deeply about everyone and ooh gosh how I missed you all! I do hope everyone is well! Please know I’m still around even if it’s part time, that’s mainly because of “my issues” I also wanted to thank everyone that takes time out of their day to message me or comment on my post, you don’t have too and you do! That alone makes me feel wanted and thought about! I’m not getting a lot of my notifications due to the update? So it might take me a little awhile to get on here to reply. Thank you again everyone! Your always in my thoughts! ♥️❤️💚

[Dolphin14]

We welcome you back with open arms.

I'm sorry for all you have been through. Life can be so hard sometimes.

Alert lights have been an on and off issue just so you know.

❤️🐬

[uniquediamond in reply to Dolphin14]

Thank you! 💚 you have always been so sweet! I appreciate your friendship!

[Dolphin14 in reply to uniquediamond]

❤️❤️

[Brokenbeardedbear]

Hi Uniquediamond, I don't think you had anything to apologise for in your last post. You meant well. Im really sorry for everything you have gone through and I totally relate about not knowing how to express what's going on. Im really glad you are here now though. Please keep posting and don't go anywhere. You are doing your best and that's enough 💙💚💜

[uniquediamond in reply to Brokenbeardedbear]

Thank you! That made me tear up! Good tears! Thank you so much, I’m excited for our new friendship! You need to know I’m here for you ♥️

[Brokenbeardedbear in reply to uniquediamond]

Thank you too ❤

[hypercat54]

Thanks for saying that UD and I am so sorry about the terrible time you are going through. Please talk to us and we will support and encourage you all we can.

Not a criticism but I do recommend you lock your posts to this community otherwise your posts and all replies can appear anywhere on the net. Even social media. Take care. x

[uniquediamond in reply to hypercat54]

thank you my sweet friend! I appreciate your words! I will definitely change my settings, didn’t know you could lol

[hypercat54 in reply to uniquediamond]

Oh yes. You can backlock them too by clicking on edit. If you look at some posts you will see a little padlock at the top which shows it is locked.

[uniquediamond in reply to hypercat54]

I just went ahead and deleted that last post. I don’t want anyone getting the wrong idea about me, I’ll stick with this site and message on here. For some reason it makes my phone crash a lot or lag out so I’m assuming it’s either my phone or the update they did on the website, maybe?

[hypercat54 in reply to uniquediamond]

Good idea as it did get a bit heated didn't it. Well done.

I would have a chat with admin/mods about your issues. If they can't help (or even reply) then go straight to HU. You will find out how to contact them somewhere on your screen. Good luck.

[uniquediamond]

it did yes! It was a little to much! I will definitely figure out why it’s doing that. Thank you

[zqb95v]

Surely when you have issues then this is the best place to air them and stop them banging around in your head giving you sleepless nights and increasing your anxieties and making you more depressed. just remember that you are not alone and most of us on here have at one time or another had some of the same issues as you are experiencing. Don't be afraid to reach out to the community on here. Wishing you all the best Zanda

[uniquediamond in reply to zqb95v]

thank you so much! ❤️

[Lve2dance]

You have been through it definitely. We are all here to support you ❤️

[uniquediamond]

those words alone help me. I really appreciate it!

[Blueruth]

thank you for removing the address. You’re a class act. Try the other browser. I haven’t had any trouble. A crashing browser is also a symptom of too much cache. You can clear it in settings.

[uniquediamond in reply to Blueruth]

thank you!

[catsrock]

I'm glad you are back. Wow - you have been through a lot lately. Thank you for sharing.

[uniquediamond in reply to catsrock]

thank you! ♥️

[moxoni237]

Hi sorry to hear about you’re grief time is a great Healer and talking is the key to overcoming welm you are worthy always remember that small changes are positive outlooks of embracing manifestation self reflection taking light burdens stress away keeping space remembrance is carrying those values forward which have being appreciated like turning the coin moments and working them with motivation what was kindness and respect and responsive into something good interests and belief habits don’t worry use youre energy for what is representative of you and self care hope this will help you with you’re self worth glad to help keep safe and hope we’ll bring will be cherished