Sadness with the wind

[xiodenn]

It is windy in here, and I am starting to feel sadness. I used to love windy days, but from a couple of months ago I think I associated with the constant absence of my husband who seems to want to go... This causes me anxiety, sadness, and also rage. I would hate to feel this way from now on when the wind comes. I just hate my whole situation nowadays. I feel lost and alone... Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy your weather whichever this might be. Peace*

[Jay2O]

Hi Xiodenn. You know I think many people can have that feeling of being lost and alone at times and also associating it with certain things like the weather. I for one do not much like darkened days because it can feel gloomy. Those darkened clouds mean me no wrong. But they can have me feeling down . Having said that I have found at times I do love the thrill of a storm outside! I love to hear the rain shuttering down against the window panes and the occasional crack of distant thunder. (Yes distant because you don`t really want it booming right above your head!) I think most people associate sunshine with happier days but even then on a glorious day we can be feeling out of sorts. It`s just the way we are with whatever is going on in our heads. A little like you associating unhappiness to the wind I can find myself feeling quite emotional if I hear certain songs usually hymns . Try not to fear the wind . It means you no harm. What you are experiencing is more a fear of the unknown. And how many of us can know exactly what our futures hold unless you happen to be a great psychic! We can only go with what is here today - this moment. We can be grateful for all that is good. Maybe you need to have a talk to your husband about your worries. You may be very wrong about him and it may bring you closer together again. Some people just need their space sometimes. He may have some issues going on right now. Find out the truth. He may even be glad you asked.Take care my friend x