Grieving is so hard!!!!

[Optimistic_22]

It comes in waves. I want to be healed of this pain when I think of you. When I think of you I'm overcome with so many emotions regret,deep sadness, missing you, pain. How do I deal. How can I change my feelings into positive. I don't want to feel this way but ultimately find myself back here. I miss him so much my fiancé who passed. Knowing I will not see him again. I wasn't ready for him to pass sick or not. But would anytime ever be the right time? No. Ugh. This is the most emotional tremolos I've gone through. My soul is hurting. I want to feel ok about this happening acceptance. Which for me is extremely difficult. I don't know how to let go of anything for that matter. Someone please help!!! Advice

[HearYou]

BeenthereB4 wrote a response to your first post wrote better than I could ever offer. Please read that reply again. May be of help to you again.xx