Feel lost and alone

[Alliegail]

I'm a mom of twins and lost my job looking currently every day for another there stepdad lives with us I pay all the bills with little I have left I'm usually so depressed it's so hard even to get up in the mornings ,and I also have trust issues with my partner he has been unfaithful before ,he is on porn sites I noticed alot ,I know some say it's not cheating ,I don't need this right now I'm a good woman I give everything to him and my kids ,I'm just so lost

[peterjef]

Sounds like you need to focus on yourself and not be rescuing those who don't help you , easier said than done suggest seeing a counsellor to work through this good luck